During AYA my friend was totally freaking out about Wilson/Cuddy lol. She was acting just like House every time Wilson said he slept with Cuddy (SERIOUSLY??) and I had to reassure her that Cuddy "only has thighs for House."
Also, my friend and I decided we would rename the episode "Family" to "Shit Foreman!" (hence the title of my entry) I haven't seen that episode as much as I have seen certain other s3 eps(It's probably because of the lack of Cuddy), so I completely forgot about the part where Foreman stabs the kid for marrow. During that scene my friend screamed "Shit Foreman!" and it was pretty funny and so fitting for the episode that we renamed it lol.
Rewatching season 3 just reinforced my love for it and reminded me why its my favorite season yet. I love every season (especially season 5, it comes in 2nd for me) but I think season 3 does the best job of balancing the character's personal lives and the medical mystery(and most importantly... CLINIC DUTY). Rewatching also made me realize again how awesome Chase is and how much I miss him, so I hope he's in season 6 more than he has been in the past two seasons.
Okay so this is my first fanmix. I've been thinking about this mix for quite a while but creating it required me to actually be productive, which happens once in a blue moon. This fanmix centers around the House/Cuddy interaction during the last scene in Joy, and I basically just chose songs that remind me of that scene. The songs sort of go in chronological order of the scene- The last few songs are about the kiss, and those before it are about pain, fear, and confusion (which happen to be partly what the kiss is represents to me)
Pretty much all of these songs are taken from House's POV (I didn't plan that it just worked out that way). Some of the songs I chose for his POV are about how he views Cuddy in that scene, while others are about completely lost House is when he sees her so broken. He goes to Cuddy's house to find her in the worst state he's ever seen her in(at least to my knowledge) and he's just so out of his element. He tries to console her and tell her what he thinks she wants to hear (words of comfort and encouragement), when actually those are the last words she wants to hear from him.
So here it is, I hope you enjoy it. Let me know what you think :)
1. One Fine Wire- Colbie Caillat (Cuddy's POV)
And I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
but It's frayed at both the ends
and I'm slow unraveling
Life plays so many games inside of me
and I've had some distant cries, following
and their entwined between the night and sun beams
I wish I were free from this pain in me
2. Carve Your Heart- Dashboard Confessional (House's POV)
Oh look now
There you go with hope again
Oh you're so sure
I'll be leaving in the end
Dig your ditch deep enough
To keep you clear of the sun
You've been burned more than once
You don't think much of trust
Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish she had never dreamt at all
3. Feels Like Tonight- Daughtry (House's POV)
You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.
And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
4. Heaven Forbid- The Fray (House's POV)
Twenty years it's breaking you down,
now that you understand there's no one around.
Take a breath,
just take a seat,
you're falling apart and tearing at the seams.
Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright
5. Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls (House's POV)
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one?
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
6. Broken- Lifehouse (Cuddy's POV)
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
7. Her Diamonds- Rob Thomas (House's POV)
Oh what the hell she says
I just can't win for losing
And she lays back down
Man there's so many times
I don't know what I’m doin'
Like I don't know now
By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I’m supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let her be
And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She’s down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down
8. Someone to Save You- OneRepublic (House's POV)
Honesty is what you need
It sets you free like someone to save you
Let it go but hurry now
There's undertow and I don't want to lose you now
Sit down and spill your heart
Let's start from the very start
'Cause I can see by your eyes you're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time
I know nothing can change what's happened
And so back to the start now
I won't let you go this way now
9. Swallowed in the Sea- Coldplay (House's POV)
You put me on a line
And hung me out to dry
And darling that's when I
Decided to go to see you
You cut me down to size
And opened up my eyes
Made me realize
What I could not see
10. Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade (House's POV)
Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying......
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core..
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find
11. All Fall Down- One Republic (House's POV)
If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me
Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road
12. First Time- Lifehouse (House and Cuddy's POV)
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.
13. Thunder- Boys Like Girls (House's POV)
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
14. Sparks- Coldplay (House's POV)
My heart is yours.
It's you that I hold on to.
That's what I'll do.
But I know I was wrong,
And I won't let you down.
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will…)
But I'll sing "oh"
I cry "oh"
Yeah I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
And I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
15. Can’t Break Her Fall- Matt Kearney (House's POV)
She says today is gonna be the last one
I know there's never gonna be an easy way out
She's rolling round the town with a fast gun
And I know I can't be there to catch her when she falls
Well half way down is half way out of here
We're either halfway drowned or half way 'round the pier
When you're that far gone
I walked the steps to her apartment with the window by the shore
And saw her curled on the tile through a crack in the door
I've been searching for the words I don't know how to say
I've been searching for the words to make it go away
I spent all of last night and the night before that
With my feet in the sand and the wind on my back
Watching a ship sail out to a blue wide sea
There must be more than this with a kiss we can't see
I've been showing my best friend all the House eps up until season 5(since its not on DVD yet...GRR), and right now we are halfway through season 3. Tonight I showed her MLC through Needle in a Haystack and she really loved them. First of all, she laughed her ass off with me when Cam got choked by the patient in Words and Deeds(it just always makes me crack up, I can't help it). Here comes the best part: After we watched Needle in a Haystack she said, "Is it just me or did that last scene between House and Cuddy just explode with sexual tension?" I fucking died right there, and I told her that when I first saw that scene I really thought he was going to kiss her, and we started flailing together. I can't tell you how awesome it is to actually flail with another person doing it with you in the same room. She also told me that whe she first started watching she didn't want to see House and Cuddy together, but now she sees that Cuddy is the only person who "gets" House and she wants them together. Then we proceeded to make jokes about how Cuddy keeps House on her staff because she wants his "staff" inside her, good times lol. Ahh my shipper heart is so happy right now, I can go to sleep knowing there is one more House/Cuddy shipper in the world :)
So being the spoiler whore that I am, I stalk Ausiello's twitter page constantly. He tweeted a few days ago about Lie To Me and I kept forgetting to mention it. It says:
" Ep 1 of Lie To Me need 30ish woman 2 play multi personality who witnesses murder or is killer. Suggestions?"
I LOVE it when shows have people with multiple personality disorder, they're always so interesting, so I can't wait to see what they do with it on this show. I'm guessing it will be nothing short of awesome. Is it September yet????
Okay so I work at Subway and I just got back from work like right now...all I have to say is wtf. We close at 10:00 and I didn't finish closing up until 11:30. I just don't understand why so many people want to buy sandwhiches on a Thursday night, they should be home cooking dinner and having some family time. But this is America and family time obviously doesn't exist so I'm stuck making sandwhiches for people. *sigh*
But there was a totally LMAO moment at work. This (super HOT) guy came in who has been coming in since I started working at Subway three years ago. He always gets the same sandwhich so when I started making it like right away he was all impressed because I could remember his sandwhich. So then he asked me if I would remember his name if he told it to me, and so I said yea. His name is CAMERON lol, like I'm going to forget that name. Its especially funny because earlier today <lj user="huddycrazy1331"> and I were talking about how Cameron can be a guys name. Anyways, this Cameron is much better than the one from House, and much easier on the eyes for me :)
Also, my computer must be possessed because it is randomly playing elevator music type stuff. I have no idea where its coming from because I Xed out all my windows and iTunes and its still playing, so idk whats going on.
Tonight we watched Locked In because it was still on the DVR and my mom hadn't watched it yet. When the House/Cuddy scene came on, she kept giggling at them and it was awesome lol. (Really, how can you not smile at that scene?) The best part though was when the House/Cam scene happened. I actually happen to like Cameron now( I NEVER thought I would say that), and that scene was cute in a completely platonic sense. Anyway, I looked at my mom after that scene, and she had fallen asleep during it. I really wanted to LOL, but my dad would have looked at me strangely. My mom is such a Huddy fan without actually knowing what the word "Huddy" is. I mean the episode that got her into the show was Joy (I must thank my dad for continuing to watch House while I was away at college), and when I came home for break she kept talking to me about the kiss. Also, WYD was on TV one day, and my mom happened to walk in during the beginning of the ass injection scene. I was going to change the channel because I thought she wouldn't want to watch, but she told me to keep it on, so I did, and she loved the ep. After the scene where Cuddy thanks him for the injections she said, "She's just as weird as he is sometimes," and I was just like, "You have no idea, but thats why they're perfect for eachother."
So to make a long story short, my mom has fantastic taste in TV and ships(and she doesn't even know what a ship is). Also, my dad is amazing because he got her to watch it, and because he ships House/Cuddy/Wilson but doesn't know it either lol.
Also, today my college roommate told me that she's going to go the pre med route, and I had to LMAO at her. If you knew my roommate you'd understand. She absolutely SUCKS at math and science(and I say that with all the love in the world). I have a feeling I will be answering A LOT of calculus and chemistry questions for her once school starts. But on the plus side, I told her that means we must watch MOAR House so she can learn terminologies...not that I need an excuse to bombard her with House episodes.
So tonight Big Baby was on TV, and whenever House is on, its like my TV magically changes to that channel(I have it trained). GAH Lisa is just so fucking fantastic in this episode I can't even handle it. I mean I srsly thought she was going to shake Rachel, and even though I've seen the ep before, I was on the edge of my seat watching it tonight. I swear if she does not get an Emmy nomination this year I will drive to LA and personally torture anyone responsible for her not getting nominated.
"If you love her, then you do stupid things," you sure do House. He had to have been thinking about Cuddy there. It's so frustrating how he gives his subordinates such great advice this season, yet he can't follow his own. Oh well, I'm sure we'll have to wait until the final season to see him take his own advice(if he does at all).Also the House/Cuddy/Rachel scene is still one of the most adorable scenes EVAR. Cuddy's smile is just pure win, I can't stop smiling when I see her smile, its contageous. And when she wipes the baby puke off his shirt, "Your puke isn't as cute," just fjdhjkadsfnkdjsnd. "You're hips are an evolutionary improvement." Aww that was actually quite the compliment. Too bad Cuddy never got the chance to pass on her genes of awesome, her kid would pwn the universe (especially if House were the father).
Okay so this concludes my first real post, if anyone even took the time to read it lol. Also, I was wondering if anyone could tell me where/how to get some House moodthemes, I'm so inept when it comes to LJ.